October 09, 2010

Thirteen in the 80's


remote control cord

stretches from television to ez chair

I eat canned spinach

dripping forkfuls

memorize TV guide "weeknights until 10pm"

mom's bed in our dining room

aged green blanket

stretched and wrinkly

next to a typewriter

story half written

latchkey love

table set for mom and dad

I'm alone with hotdogs, can of Campbells country vegetable

evenly distributed beside mismatched forks

until they come home

neighborhood boys gather

in my backyard

blue eyes

lanky cool

awkward laughter

folded paper bags on our walk-in pantry floor

stretched dirty yellow phone cord

I sit

behind closed door

whisper beneath pure cane sugar

Chiquita banana lady stickers decorate

cardboard end table

she sticks on our noses

daddy and I laugh after dark

in Trapper John MD's glow

cluttered corners

roach eggs collect in paper stacks

magazine corner hangs off scrap wood book shelf

advertises nuclear war

I want to grow up

Posted by heidi at October 9, 2010 10:39 PM
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